nothing serious

`Here i go again` by white snake(david lee roth) is been played on a loop. After ages i am listening to this song. Ah i used to listen to this song a lot back in guwahati as a teenage. Those classics bands have always been my favourite like metal church,queensyrche, scorpions,def leppard, pink Floyd, van halen to name few.. many name are there on drop of my hat. . my ears got new taste these days.. i am experimenting more on progressive rock like karnivool , a perfect circle, blackfield,PT, pain of salvation,psychotic waltz,tool... these music are kinda shitty except for some track .. lyrically they got this artistic binge.. quite arcane with the texture and the sculpted words. In a nutshell I like it..till now i have consumed three cup of tea. God a lazy day seems to be fuelled by a scalding cup of tea to rejuvenate my body. I was like a white rabbit tethering and dithering here and there. I am wasting my time..so here i go again..

Changing track to Alice in chains ` would`.. Awesome track .. God what the fuck is wrong with my taste these day..i seriously need to mull over it. Its 12.50 pm just coming back from college. My guide is absent today. I m back in my room an extension of myself. I feel like doing nothing. Ah i am hungry and my stomach hurtles in emptiness. I can feel it. The sun is quite annoying today. This flicking climate change is beyond mumba devi trajectories to fathom.lol Ah global warming wrath. The rays casting melancholic shadows around me. work from college seems to the least fav configuration that my head can take.. and every time i tuck a single notebook into my bag i exactly know what i am going to do with it. I am not going to do any justice with them. I am wasting one more day. I wasn’t looking. What i am going to do for the rest of my day. *scratching head* . a novel maybe hmmm lets see...

Right now i want to be near a long river and sit on a stone and introspect my slipping life. Thank god i got a blog when i can discern what i actually feel. My feet are wobbling underneath this wooden shrine, i mean table. The natural heater is on and i am not putting on my ceiling fan. I like it that way. It's all warm and toasty now. i am all sloppy, no worries i will be wearing my deodorant after a shower.

Its 1.00 pm and i am bouncing back ..need to gorge some hostel food which taste so soggy yet i have to.. i am out of money these days.be parsimonious for some better good. All spend for making that something.. and haven’t asked my sisters or mother for any financial aid plus i know they wont bequeath me any of it. I have already wasted a lot.. Hope everything revert to normalcy soon.

Damn where i kept my notebook. I cant find it. Ah i don’t wnat to move. Maybe this laziness has strapped me to immobility. Scared to ruffle my all paraphernalia. Good where the fuck is it. Maybe i am learning the mean to be alone. God no more coldplay or death cab music. Ah i am sweaty and i can feel the salty tinge as i move my fingers over my neck.. gross . these reminds me of Goa , that beach .. a wisp of vague recollection. I wrote something about it on paper i dunno where i lost that ..anyway seriously bye bye*track change to deftone`s My own summer, i <3 this song chino monero u rule man *

Hey you, big star, tell me when it's over

Hey you, big mood, guide me to shelter,`Cause i'm through when the two hits the six and it's summer

Cloud,Come

I think god is moving it's tongue

There's no crowd in the streets

And no sun in my own summer

The shade is a tool, a device, a savior

See, i try and look up to the sky

But my eyes burn

Bye for now dear blog.