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to whom so evr it may concern



we guys dont bite

Aggression

I look to my body and see what a malady i have become.My parts tense still fucking my future..I live a new life in a old life.I demand a union..My self is rot..I feel im marvelled by the god of hate per day..No different aspect to live each day..My sluggish body keeps me well informed about my dwelling..The sarcophagus place where i live...Hymns of hatred and my head conducts long rites of embalming myself..

Ever flaming scorn

The keyboard became an outlet for all my frustrations.

Mordant hate with a sweet tranquil i can feel

My crescent sky is doomed

Hatred stirred my spheres

You reaped my fields and I’m have nothing now

Trail of omission swayed away

I’m unbound still bound for hatred

My heart rhythm now vibrates to ur same words

Hatred is the only language im fluent at...so portray me

My dark domain got infinite hate

No verdant balm of urs to soothe my wounds

Love the indifference .I’m still in my hate proceedings

Casted out from a world of self deceit..

no more in senseless fear of denial

Hatred now flows from my creek

i have reached the nadir of hatred

i have learned my lessons well..

My head is weak but still hate strong

I’m a pariah and i have a free speech

I’m now forever one with myself

My ever scorned life

hate graved at me

Once again i stand in front of the altar of insanity..im here for a kill.I can see u slowly rotting alive in front of my eyes..i can taste that yellow spit coming of your mouth..The spear that blown off ur fucking chest..ur crucifixed for ur own sins.i wanna spit in ur mouth and wanna stone u to death..blood purging the walls surrounding..i wanna blow ur head off and set ur filthy thought free to the comic lids..dnt look at me with that intense hate..ur sharp eyelash movement says it all...ur a bloody anti-social symboll..i will feed ur corpse to the dogs..i will set ur soul free caressing the unholy ground..the dogs will feed on u with a whiff of macabre and i will stand to the other and laugh..

project lynch

that same darb retorical bullshits lies

why after last night's fight you had to go
this orgy of hate is starting to bore to me now
i never called you traitor in a derogatory way

only when you hold ur words me and dont respond
so without you is okay
when you come back will see what changed
how things will transpire forever
just remember you ran again i cant promise compromise
you betrayed me and injected the last of your venom
into my normal system
i want to lynch you right now
but you r off somewhere far from my hate
but really i dont feel anything i wish i kill u because its you my project hatred

i love chasing for you. now..u made me a scapegoat.. i never thought you could so that to me..im not insane but if my regime has to be a reason for betraying me..then get lost . when you come back you better give me a fat stack. ill be your side ripping u until i get bored and instigate my physical attacks
i know you well ppl remember i can read your optics's
thats why you cant say goodbye before making a foul motor mouth blast.ur so deaddddddddd !!!

queen of sneakers :P

two years back i killed a freedom fighter and from her i got this pair of sneaker ..

Incognito

silent scream..my own recipe of hatred towards myself..I have moved so far..Still I’m behind..My evolution is still a slow process..I can’t read my alphabets aloud..My eyes aches my ear drums bleeds..Feels like soaking them in your blood..I want to move..I want to ride in a highway..I want to feel the dusty roads..I want to see a white day. I want to live.Cant read the cryptic signs of humans..Still i want to run..Im still unknown to me..A apathetic existence..A evolution from disgrace..I feel guilty..I return to my now dust..I really feel outcast...For the sins i didn’t commit..I have become my own lie..I dont preach insanity to you..It’s simple me. The endless fornicating with life i endured while i missed myself into countless hours.im a narcissist and tragically flawed i wish i was above my own dark emotions.but sadly i cant even comprehend my own intentions..
i used to cry alot when i started this blog... slowly lost my respect in the process of finding myself.my evolution is still a very slow process .a depth within me which is beyond to gauge..a pattern of me so lucid still so complex.im lost in my own latitudes ..i still find my life beyond my trajectories ..my fragile self is too hard for you to neglect..i can’t see how others counted on me..my existence is not been schooled by the people around me..i learned myself ..kind of impossible to drink water from my life banks..Coz i don’t have any.im a creek of dark napalm always ready to get charred ..im impossible to scramble ..May be causes are many but the pain is perpetual..still i press my lips with pain when i try to revise myself..i don’t wanna read myself..my chapters are burned by thermo oxidative shits..And the left over part of me is too cryptic to apprehend..My life is a fast lane now..Feels like I’m standing on a moving wheel..But you can always find me..Always.. Exposed in my brokenness .always smiling and telling the world about my pain...Bearing my dark soul to this world..Till my whole existence descends...but i won’t whim if u give me a empty stare too..i will still be unknown to many .