feelings #2

My mouth has a different flavor today . i managed to bag some caustic fauxpas yeah which will volume for so bizarre. i got no clue what the heck is wrong with you my life? dear cupid next time u prong your arrow make sure you shoot her too. why am still on the list? i know she is not lark, she croaks like a sordid frog. as she walks by the mezzanine floor and gives that contagious smile i go batty. why i go loo about it? fuck i know she is valuable and all her analogy are so rustic. i don`t wanna be a infant and sob liek a high decibel freak. making myself a stone deaf forever. fuck still opposed by the annex of anxiety. i am no maker , am a dictionary of self love and self hate. so why to meal that thing . hmm yeah i am stilll unheard in the eternity by you ofcourse. soemtime i just sit and mull over. how people are all hue and unable to grapple what i mean to say. why are they so blind. i know the answer to most of the questions i dont ask. still i look that musical note from you mouth. people are strange when we are stranger and i am all bracketed in you. i know the rambling sounds you make . and i seriously hate that . this is not your first reality that you refuse to hum along. but you know what i still care for you....fuck i don`t know why