whats with indian men anyway

collage havent started yet and truly im been bogged down by the fast life of mumbai..the local takes out the shit out of me..i jump like two routes to reach collage..and after reaching collage i speak out..ab kiya..kuch class toh hota nahi tu aa ke kiya paidya..i only meet sushmita and kundan for the first..they r cool ..unlike sushmita who was so tensed and worried all the time for class and all...i said dnt worry abt me..am like a river one day or the other i wll follow u guys...its quintessential to everything from notes to project work..its roopism hehe..u know its takes a lot of punding suspension to be serious..im not put my self in casual type category..am just saying everything will fall in place with due course..i left them soon as i need to go back to my room soon before............

really need to put some mature filter on it more :



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finally i resigned on 20th of this month..it was such a mental relief..i dnt hv to go back to this prosy place..am free like a bird again..got seat for masters in ict mumbai..nothing new yet..yesterday i was roop..today am roop.tomorrow i wll be roop..what diff it will make..i will neeeding new shits to whine about now..i need to fuel my complaining head all the time..right now am in mumbai..collage is like 60 kms farfrom my peers place...till now couldnt fit myself with hostel..lets see what wrong happens next...most of my stuffs r still in aurangabad....will write later...using mobile now

Abstinence

Today is Saturday fully sahani at it peak..work up at 8 am and pen down a application regarding my
absence from industry..reason was simple my friend pune is coming to Aurangabad..till last night he
was reluctant to give a confirmation regd his coming..after like 5 times coaxing and jarring swearing
words he nodded . i asked him to leave yester night only. But he dodge off the invitation and
decided to come by Saturday.. for him i had to take a leave..its been a long time we guys haven’t
meet..time was snoozy and both of our life are in dearth. My life is more of a joke then him..working
like a dog..a prosy place with mundane paraphernalia ..same people with drab clothing carrying a
crab mentality to pull you down..sometime i feel how misused am i? Its been a year now am
dabbling with this twit. I called my boss to inform him regarding my absence . but he got all raged as
if i was doing anything wrong..this was first leave in this month. But who will bell the insane heads?
Even i look tepid with my words but i kept my calm..Cause more 10 days are left for my one year
completion..and i don’t wana go any wrong footing with the authority..

finding the meaning

i can see the grain of time slipping away by my grip and falling into the parlance of infinity..another day of sounding pressure gauging my existence to this world..my derailed life from the correct track..life seems to ask that simple question again and again..and i face with a blank..what this existence has given me..or wat significant i hv done yet so far..always moving to a tied rope from one end..life seems a wall clock..and am the stick of it alwys moving but going no where..i let mt butterflies to fly..but my modusvivendi has alwys been dreadful.