my rankling mind and society

The inrrelevance,greed,lust,exile,abode,diversity,embrassment,downer is what this society and we are made of.what makes us human? i dont know.what is society actually.why we sometime become scapegoat ?just because we are humans? i better say we are mongrel dog living in society.Each juxtaposing in this society.Feel like we are a shame to our consangumity.just wearing a immaculate make up we live. but what lies within. evil?i dont know know either how many of us sternly confess that we are really a peril to each other and to this society.i never founda apt defination to define a human.i am just writing this cause i couldnt tame my hatred.such hymns are bulging behind the back of myhead from this afternoon.so i thought not to keep this within me. had we ever thought where we are gluteouously heading to?we started civilization. we started livingloving,dressing but what for?actually we are forgetting the basic instinct to be a human in true sense.im now at the satgewhere i want to do a lot of things but...i know i will just get a harmless little fuck from people around.i wont talk about child labour,poverty,hunger..it been there and it will be there.we will fail in this paltry war for sure.one have to understand what is Captilism and comunissim..some sometimes religion too.anyways.what i feel actually is,one mans pain is becoming others man joy.just By driving a bentley or wearing a breitling doesnt make us different. what we need to be a human matters..and i guess its FEELING THE PAIN of others.im writing this causeim feeling bad today. i dont know why.i dont feel bad if i read something about a derailed train or earthquake or cyclone.i will quote some paragraphs from my favorite magazine Tehelka (last month issue page no 13 31 july 2010 )
Maya 50-On june 30,i returned from grazing the cows.A jawan dragged me into my house and pushed me onto the bed.He put a gun to my head and said he would shoot mr if i screamed for help.My husband was in room above,but i was too scaredto yell for him.
LOkhi 35-Two men pressed me down.They want to rape me but i held my knees together. i didnt want to part them.I am a married women.I have self respect and dignity which they stripped me off.They also stole Rs(i dont know how to give the rupee symbol)1500.I will identify those bastard.I want them hanged.
Uma 30-The force halted outside my door.They asked me if anyone was at home.I said No.three of them pushed me in.Theylaid down the charpai and flung me on it.After they began to tear my cloth. I lost consciousness one of them pressed himself upon me and raped me. So this what is ranking in my mind from this afternoon.i am not writing this to get some wah-wahi from you all.we all know such typecast cases.But we keep mumb.cause we are human.my tears streamed down after reading the whole article.i dont know really why.i dont even know those women.but i know who am i.We take intrest in 377 or 123 which are utterlyspurious.I will now use WE cause we all fall under that genre.we are basically ruffians immaculating a makeup of ignorrance.evil lies within everyone but the difference is some unleash it while other veils it. then also we are called civilised?what make us evil? why people dont rape the people whom they know.just becasuse they love each other..then what abt the peoplewhom we dnt know?Bhupen Hazarika has sung-"Manuhe manuhor babe jodihe oknu nabhabey,okni hohanubhutire kunenu bhabibo kowa,Manuh jodihe nohoy manuh Danob kahaniu nohoy manuh" how much times we may not listen to such songs,whether its by bhupen hazarika or paul robson..but we always be the same Human. what i actually want to pull is the fabric of society which is stained with such henious act.Take the Example ofJawans or IG raping a school girl Ruchika in Urban Chandigarh or the Indian Army raping Sharmila.She is fasting to protest the killing of innocent people by security forces meant to protect them. She is opposing the Armed Forces Special Powers Act (AFSPA), a law promulgated to curb insurgency in the state. Under this law security personnel can shoot and arrest anybody, and raid premises, upon mere suspicion of insurgency. They often target ordinary people, misusing these special powers. Newspapers report innumerable incidents of false encounters. Human rights organizations have documented hundreds of cases of killing, arrest, rape and torture of innocent people..i dont remember the year but i can feel the pain Sharmila is going through.more then 1o years she havent consumed a grain..no food. how can anyone live in such anguish and torment.but i know nobody cares..or i can tell only handfull of people knows about it..forget about PCAPA or CPI.still many such unheard cases are there but i know the pain will be same..personally i like to thank tarun j. tejpal for bringing the unpalatable truth of SOCIETY..char such bastards so called humans.