cure

Screams and terror all around no help for you can be found you strayed from grace and now you will burn and suffer in this place I guess you should have listened as your body is ripped in two and you know its all because of your sin too.

Free me

A guy who reads the daily manual of life with connotation of love. Life plays a genteel crossword for me every day. Sunday morning I open hidden latches of my heart and let the sunlight to sneak. Holding a sweltering cup of tea and round up on my study table. My head cries for some quality easy listening. In the classic yesteryear rock culture of The Kinks song`waterloo sunset`, i regaled in its cadence. I am again engulfed with awkward bouts of loneliness. Sleazy dreams voicing with loud thud and pestering me to stream it down. Exactly i don’t know how to tweak my random stout thoughts .Taking a pen and sketching and scribbling. Slinging some mental image into comics sketch with all the quintessential elements to kill my boredom. I am too lazy and i some kinda want this epiphany of moment to seize. Carpe diem rousingly crimson out from my head and demanding for my participation .
I wish that i could have this moment for life like a perpetual flowing river.
Prologue echoing, whispering to write about you. Words i pick want to be swathed in you. Lord I take a humble step to extol your beauty. As I try, heavy dose of nostalgia bugs me. I can’t write . i don’t know what`s churning inside you. A kodak moment oozes out as your image runs amok inside my head. Fuck it’s you slowly seeking all my attentions. Many calculated unkemptness feelings are trying to escape from my passionate clinch. Words breaths and escapes my mouths. You are squatter, who feelings are uncalled. You face wildly humping, my beautiful .come demolish the barrier ,what`s holding you. Let our heart conjunct. Come align the reluctant stars of yours. My darkened insatiable sky is growing with an unease. Recoil me, your love is my balm. These games you play gnaw me as I bask in your thoughts. I can`t embroil more in your external torture. free me

This mouse brokeup with his girl and he was so so sad that he committed suicide by throwing himself infront of a car

Uggh??? dear Parachute where are you diapers???i am not going to touch your tushy

I hate this .this oily silence freaks me out. i hate this. what`s so nice about this stupid weather? dear mumbai please stick to one weather please. my parachute bottle cant understand all these weather analogy. Dear Weather am i too dumb or you are way too smart?whatever we all used to be innocent and clueless at one time, you weren't dumb at all.see i made it so simple for myself. fine fine. i hate this bleak winter. seems like bombay is not behaving herself and has gone and clandestinely crawled into the walk in freezer in search of ice-cream even though her daddy didn't allow her to have any. i hate you winter.fuck you . oh summer all is forgiven ,all faux pas are forgotten . come now and i will entitled winter to a gateway. really mumbai winter is stupid. few days back i got a coconut oil and it was frozen at that time. So i didn't bother to keep it upside down after applying.And now its leaking. what a mess. come on spare with that smirk of yours . yeah yeah i am imbecile . fine you can burst out laughing. now i hate to clear this mess up. damn .

where is my(i mean your) toothpaste ????

its such a stupid regime we guys follow everyday at hostel. Every morning i wake with a unkempt hair and grope for my toothpaste (though i ran out of one ages ago, i really beat the pulp shit out of my last tube of toothpaste and extracted how much i can from different angle )and brush. ah its such a horrendous stupidity that i need to contrive finally. yes yes i don`t have a toothpaste and i am been using my roomie toothpaste from last one month. i brush two time everyday. Cause i don`t wanna make my teeth combat over the stuck eaten meal.saying u stinks and scoffing each other through out night .no eewww over here. Come scrunch your eyes or shut them if you don`t believe me. by the thousand arms of Vishnu i swear i am not a stingy parsimonious creature. or i like the element of using others paraphernalia. i being so reluctant and tardy that i forget such trivial matters *scratching head and thinking teeth are trivial 0.O* ahhh ftw. its high time. i really need to buy one toothpaste for sure. by evening i will surly get one,no more harboring lazy atoms or cell inside my body. ah why one earth i am writing all these crap. obviously it makes no sense and its apathetic to you all.but its goood you know to rant about everything as if this whole world owe me an apology for not buying me a new tube.i am not at all captious with matters that really concerns to anyone. i just need some friendly ear to handle my cynical spins. and i know my darling blog you are all ears for me anytime. ah anyway i am off to bed now. when it comes to word movement . The only movement i am aware of is from my study table to my darling bed. goodbye for now i will nested against my pillow and dream of someone annoying..its too much mental & social pressure to remain awake for long you know. i cant wager ,what if my 10 paisa size brain implodes :P

tumahari yadeein tumhare tarah besharam ho chuki hai,chali ati hai muh uthai beh waqt

did i utter anything to wound you? driveling lines falling all over my trajectories.each word i pick seems like a arsenal. damn such a fat-head i am. most of them are so blithering and futile.i was lost in my own tune. my speech nettled me not a little. and instituting my douche-baggery like a
buffoon. i don't wanna go gassing all over the matter like a retard.i am still withering in depth in penance.my head is so crystallize not to concede. eh? fuck i take equisite care of myself.
every moment i share with you. do i care? how every moment i keep on dreaming about it. i like everything about you. really who am i now. i am again braiding the idea of lerve.i am no discombulated freaky one .Now everything is changed. hey tell me what going to your end. i lack patience. i am like more a social media now. i was getting aired all time. i keep on thinking about you.ah even if i droop my eyes ,my dopey eyes are giving a gateway to dream about you. ah i still in the infancy stage of love. how to make you buy all this. huh? i need to say all these.
its a long tale and i don't know how to cut it short. a torment of falling for you its stark. gush of unnamed feelings seems to chain me now in rattles. i don't have a control over my sensory inputs. ..your thought stalks are not at all secluded. stains of your touching chords creates a chaos inside my mental chrome. ah such a comforting pulsating love rhythms . the stealth of your infinite beauty will efface me one day.fuck i am so lost in your infatuation,don`t dupe me . fuck

morning after

oh seems the travelogue will rip my feet apart.I am still not flat feet with this walking and inching everything on feet. Everyday seems a drudgery troll. Will write about everything in detail. i just dont wanna miss the epiphany of this seized moment. How i am feeling in this foreign land. i am still in Delhi and i spend last night at Superbug room. whats on the menu? Rum,chicken and i got inebriated by the swigs of Rum. i slept around 4 am. woke up around 1 pm.