Whoa-oh-oh oh-o

10.00 am Good morning blog . Today is 30th march. This month is too ready wrapping itself. This month too slipped without leaving much of mark in my life. So may be everything for some good. I don’t want to have any fantastical grooves but there is no point in finding meaning to everything. Its okay in life to be sometime meaningless and purposeless. Few clichés and few unhealthy relationships this month. i dunno how things intervene without much of my conscious level. I still don’t bear the spot inside my head where this weird sense took its birth and escalating as i am heading up my head high. Najanu kor pora ei bur kotha mur murot khumai ase. Hobo aru ki nu korim. Chali thakibo diya jane choli ase. Morning rise is always cool. I can see some puff of threadbare of clouds drifting over deepening blue sky. It can`t rain in this season how come clouds... *goes to college*

Evening Time -6.07 pm back from college. I was sipping tea with some friends. People are frigging mean. Like the way they talk, like the way they put their sweet coated words. I loathe such mofo. Be true ,be sharp. i was about to go to malad this afternoon after lunch to buy some raw material for my project . Sir paid me 3625 rupees in cash. After lunch i headed to the local train station. I got call from my batch mate that sir has paged him and summoned me asap. I dunno what plumbing urgency he got. When i projected my self into cabin..sir said he got me some granules and asked me to go to that shop tomorrow and get yourself more material. ah its was smooth this time.sir behaviour was reeling in a awfully candid way. I was un-hooding a smile like a dentally charged light when i am out of his cabin. All were gobsmacked by the way i came out. My joy was clawing some intrusive nature into my friends head . Finally time is falling in their place. I will be getting little more free material from reliance industries. I will be giving a letter to those industries guys.

Hmmm we got some college hostel fest going on. ah straining my brain cells to write something. This college hostel fest . yeah i eavesdropped that will stream munna bhai MBBS like an open theatre underneath the colorblind sky. I have never experienced such thing in life. I have seen those masked theatre performance back in assam, mask from assam are world famous. My head is now over loaded with stuffs.. everything is fine till now. i want to write all . a plethora of unheard whisper drivelling from my barbed mind. First i will take a shower.. Mumbai is just like guwahati expect the temp. Mumbai humid makes me sloppy within mins and i dunno like this chiiiip chiiip wala feeling. I was sitting in collage (more of that i guess or a parapet )stile for a while,soaking the enchanted sun. I was subjected to cacophony of some coeval people. Talking so much technical stuffs ,my head oh god seems to get pangs of anxiety hearing to them. Fine fine desperate time do come with desperate measure. Kashif was a true savoir . I deserted that place asap. Now I can teeter around with sanity. That company was getting all murkier. Really people should be in a company which suits them,else phew you will be bored. but its the irony of life. We spend money which are not ours (students not working wala) to buy things which we actually don’t need (like buying branded clothes) to show to people whom we actually don’t like. Friendship should be free from all such trifle . friendship is beyond words.the language of friendship is not words but meanings said- Thoreau

we all have reached such a position where we make friends just to use them. Friends should be like tree always protecting you . anyway why on earth i am writing all these. Maybe topic is skimming to the creek of nonsense. Ah i need to switch on the lights. Darkness seems to pierce my room and darkness seems to paint my rooms canvas into a vague blur. I can’t actually see my laptop key board. The low lights mourns in a sombre echo and my things lay around in mustiness. Sky is always there by the evening time sketching the sapphire dome with serenity. Mind captivating ...I can spend my lovely evening gazing at this sky. And as the dusk prevails and then darkness descends, the star adorns the dark blanket in a mesmerising way. Spell bound. But city night often make us not to see all these. My mind is floating now. ah i need to go now..get to take a bath and rush for college I will stop here for today ..i need to go out now. i am gutted still.. bye blog