social butterflies

you must know somewhere someone is listenin to the thumping sound of your heart beats.im alone here too.. lost a lots of good friends to the promises of good education. They left me alone to chase their dreams.some abhor me as a radical, but like a saxophone solo i kept on playing the same. I was pure but your love corrupted my existence.i cant be the same .i was baptized my love. My whole is paralysed now. My sense cant think of any other genre to write upon. Why on earth i still typing all this without giving a second thought..its 10 pm now and my head is crowded . i put on my headphone and asked cannibal corpse to scream at top of their lungs. Rape my earpussy.i dnt wanna hear anything. straight to my ear..today im going to rape the repeat button listening to Make me suffer. The lyrics are embedded inthe thrash hold of my ear drums.the guttural voice and heavy riffs are pounding into my brains.contains all the basic ingredients to cause a havoc to my sweet feelings for someone.im hungry and i need some food..my ears are still ringing and its all sweaty. I switched off my system and headed to gorge for some flesh. But it sucked. I payed and left. Im done with it.. after all days work im tripping dead ass. I don’t have the brain power to think. I wnat to sleep now..its very warm here . as if im being registered officially to sleep inside a suitcase. Fuck i hate this arm failings. Im all sweaty. I again put the headphone and played fucking hostile..i donot know how many darkest time i have fucked with this track.my ears are ringing .im playing air guitars simply lying dormant.I cant sleep. I opened the windows for cross ventilation but mother fuckers mosquitoes are all ready to quench their libido with my blood. I went upstairs.Houseowner asked what happend beta?

I said it too hot inside i cant sleep. .why don’t u get me a Ac..middle aged morons. Fuck Sponsor me now, bitch! Thinks themselves to be social. While im not a social butterfly and im proud of it.

I dunno know what i was doing at this time underneath a crescent when i should be sleeping.I made up mind i wwill force myself to sleep. I went back tossing and turning, trying unsuccessfully to sleep..and i dunno when my mp3 played ninja and dodge off from my hands.