(im gehasst..wie konntest du nicht wissen..dass Du gehörst zu mir.. jede Lüge, dass Sie spucken)
You wore my dandling flesh and you chewed it and spit it out..u derive emense joy in hurting me and u fully practise it as u torn me apart..u made my life a man-made hell..when i caressed for you ..u said im apathetic and its skeptical.u belong to someone else.. shambling pseudomorphs love u put to trust on someone..while i waited and cried that u will speak out `its just me`Now I’m at a stage where no one can purify my wracked soul..how ungentle of you my friend..try again my body is not ravaged ..im still alive..come and annoint me with your hate blooming seeds oil inside..im not fully dead yet.. all i can wait is full eternal dismemberment,
fantasies of torture by u..u did ur apprenticeship of hate skills well..a scholar in the hate breed academy ..and what im ?? a bloody leach ..a mongrel radical of this society..you said im born of filth and i delved them in my mental dome..u loathe and u loathe me for no reason..you banished me from life for no reason.u pity me for my selfdeluded existence ..my clouds are streaked by infernal and disturbing hate..and its everlasting..and my friend u didn’t give a damn to my shitgrin face and walked away..but im still here cherishing each atrocity til im perished..each day nurturing my dark hate worms that u infected and i didn’t defend... my meadowless fields of life is barren now and u thought it to be your carnival bizarre..while i cleaned my embers from my heart and let u dance..so as to keep u safe from my burning heart coals .i tried to stand feebly from the debris of past on one leg but u ruthlessly amputated my one knee too..but i smiled..still waiting that u will whisper my name someday..
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