Its afternoon now, I could sense an electrifying longing, and a pain; my head flooded with an weird feeling.
My stomach is upset, it``s not uncomfortable though but grimly disgusted, maybe I gulped downed too much of coffee in an empty stomach. Everything pays off, in its own way;bloody coffee and its malicious effect. I could sense the internal fury, its like I am torn apart between my thoughts which is imaginative;concealed deep, but I know its a figment of my own creation and a real internal burning sensation.
Wish I could seppuku and keep my entrails to dry out, dangled to the rust window rod. I am feeling disgusted, as my own thoughts torture my head. I am so sick, so morbid. Yuck!!
I don`t know, I am now a joke, between my physical and consciousness state.
I am still; folded, folded, folded.
I want to touch my thoughts, if it manifests itself, as a being, and kick its ass.
But what a ghastly stupid imagination it is.
I am just a boy, unsatisfied, repealed.
So brittle, just hiding myself away from the cold breezy wind of March.
Escaping from the day of light.
My stomach is upset, it``s not uncomfortable though but grimly disgusted, maybe I gulped downed too much of coffee in an empty stomach. Everything pays off, in its own way;bloody coffee and its malicious effect. I could sense the internal fury, its like I am torn apart between my thoughts which is imaginative;concealed deep, but I know its a figment of my own creation and a real internal burning sensation.
Wish I could seppuku and keep my entrails to dry out, dangled to the rust window rod. I am feeling disgusted, as my own thoughts torture my head. I am so sick, so morbid. Yuck!!
I don`t know, I am now a joke, between my physical and consciousness state.
I am still; folded, folded, folded.
I want to touch my thoughts, if it manifests itself, as a being, and kick its ass.
But what a ghastly stupid imagination it is.
I am just a boy, unsatisfied, repealed.
So brittle, just hiding myself away from the cold breezy wind of March.
Escaping from the day of light.
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