Thursday, February 21, 2019

A CONFUSED ANDROGYNOUS EXISTENCE-Misery and Joy



This tactile interface, between my looming desires and the reality that is so ambiguous; a stance for the all the doings as a being, bracketed to be wrong. Each tick-tock, my existence drifts, drifting to be outlandish. Like a fizzle of droplet, in a hot summer day, my desires evanescence. My heart, wants to channel out all the pent up thoughts and bitter tales. Oh, my aching heart,in requisite of  balm, to anointed the gushing pain, down its veins. Recuse the existence of its character; the essence of being alive, among the world, rusted with a sense of nonchalant pride. Wishfully, I wish to be the vary boy, as I was once.
The gypsy in me, longs for the bygone. How days passed, left me tarnish, reduced me of life. A false believe, a richness, now all curled up into a falsehood, and set apart to ruins, in the deep compartments of my heart. My colors, my appearances, differs among people, whom I don’t know. These streets still supplies a new story to be read every time, but I am swamped in my own created miseries, soaked in the dirt.Each passing day, I crawl myself to forget what I was, once.
As, the duskiness bask, and the world retires, worn out of human drama, my heart talks out of closet. Caressing in phantom pain. In comfort of long winded talks, with affable guzzles, it opens. The pain of yesterday, vacuums pain of today; siphoning with fake beliefs and promises, again.
Sigh!!


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