I was in a comprising position. I couldn't say, I couldn't defend. I felt it deep,when he put his tool inside of me.I was there lying supine, I failed to act. He even drugs me consciously , this time I tried to protest, but he said it will make the pain go away, I trusted him. He later drilled me, kept on drilling, till my cup was full. He asked me to spit, I obeyed him like a slave. I made some arbitrary hand gestures, he understood, he let me catch up a breadth. He obstinately kept on drilling. This time non-stop.
I was totally numb, I felt afraid. I tried to close my eyes, he asked me to keep it open, he said else I will start visualizing something else. I wondered,will it stop me from thinking about my mouth, or he gonna put a muzzle to spice up the act.I was totally submissive, I kept it wide open. He used different tools later, he inserted them one by one, from smaller to bigger ones.I saw them all.
My tongue didn't interfere with his operations. Tongue might had felt lonely too, like I felt that evening on his chair. Or may be it feels lonely all the time among other tooth, I didn't think about it all these while.
It felt helpless too like I did, by what the dentist was doing to his friend `teeth` :'(

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