Voices inside your head, you put them to sleep now.They are weary.You poisoned the old you.You slowly let it helm down,when did you killed the youth,and the vigor. You have forgotten the old you. You, are rustic now.Ruptured, and deliriously of the rosy life you are living,married, father to kids, still you long of that you in you. Years you have passed, deluding, slipping it to the sand of time, on the other covering your desires.Burying it by seconds,minutes,days, month and years into the avalanche of the ticking clock, choking self by day and night. Asking the same redundant questions to self,did I worth living, did I make it big.The answers, you already knew.Its resonating inside of you..NO..No..Slowly it intensifies,amplifying, deafening you.You hide in the shadow, trying to act quite,to blend in,but its late now,you can`t pacify for the false life you lived.Long time, the discussion with your self was over, it was just the final call.You lost a battle,you failed to prove yourself.
I have mountain of work to do professionally,personally,spiritually,creatively and technically and many other-ally. But I am procrastinating on all of them or most of them.So, I end up blogging instead.Slowly nudging my ducks in a row :p
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