Apart

The awkwardness that avalanche my mind with the initial enduring its brushes .Maybe its a long time since I lost the shyness of falling in lerve for the first time.I remember the talks and gossips and again re-talking everything again n again.We were constantly running out of things to talk.We liked to travel every time with each others arm. The phases which slowly exfoliated itself and emotions toyed with so much love and divinity.The dinner talks where we used to fondle and the goofed with the forks.Sharing the dessert and still you wanted more.The talks at Coffee Cafe Day where you would made rhythm with your nails and annoyed me.And the tune you used to croon into my ears which I didnt understand.And the silence which you used to buy from me with your words. Sometimes that silence would make us happy too.and sitting and getting lost before we took that leap.
Days passed,then weeks and years trolled.But we realized somehow or the other we are not meant for each other.Left behind were some sublimating pain which was holding us back.Or the future which was still stalking us in a more mysterious way where we can meet someone more suitable.You will get one better, but where will I get one more better than you.These sort of imaginary doubts was corroding me deep within.
I just want to say how far you may not go,to create a love-line my blessing and caring will always be there.This has to creep up sometime or the other.The rawness in love will never ripe..No matter what enveloped us ,we will start a new day soon.