Inside and otherwise

I am here sitting on my stile and nothing to do . seems this lotus eater side of me just gel well. Perfect with the whirligig of my so called life. My mind wants to get lost where someone would play that fiddle and I can get lost in a perfect utopia . But for the time been the serenity and tranquility of this tangerine sky is breath taking.I am just taking it easy and watching from the  front porch and watching the sun go down today. The sedating and creeping darkness seems to be so profuse.. the looming darkness twined with a sense of melancholy.. pushing me into the abyss of my own comfortable thoughts. My head is hazy now. the groggy thoughts flickers . We got our own genre. how we we wanna separate our self from this crazy words. somewhere new when our heart wants to lug out us. where we can leave our wings behind..The breeze gentle and carrying with it many comfortable thoughts. It's so dark. The lights are off.. I will simple move out now. the freshness and the replenishes sense .. add i smell so tropical after a shower. the tucks of my hair and the waves of each strands. the dripping water falling over my white t-shirt. naming and emblazoned with its own natural symmetry.my  mind is running in circles now. I am sank into my pillow and my my eyes are dopey ..The air is wobbling lazily more than me..I am sleepy. The tiles under my feet seem to sway to No Vacancy songs . . Damn there is this emptiness that your thoughts fills me..