days

Reminiscent of the past still beckons with all the inherent feelings that still lingers somewhere in the memory lane. How days used to be when the pangs of teenage and childhood seemed cool.How we used to find joy in the trivial bland without much of life vanities. How we used to be so special for someone.How gargantuan school bags used to be. How making hair seemed to be ultimate fashion parlance. I miss my mother`s enormous glass of milk which she used to feed and I used to feign not to drink it voicing some excuses. I miss the childhood games doctor-doctor and those bedtime lullabies .I miss the feel of removing the dried fevicol from finger tips . i miss the paper boats and streaming them by the small puddles. Dang i miss those days . When career and M.tech seemed like words. When incomplete home-works seemed like a terror-fest to us. Waking up till late night which never used to cross 11 o`clock just to complete home-work. How heavy our eyes used to get completing it . How we loved to shave our face even though we didnt have any beard. How we used to gad around in father`s big shoe secretly. How we used to fight with sisters/brother regarding the share of food items. How we used to feel when we had likehundred rupees or something in our piggy bank. As if we can buy anything in this world.We we were also so ready to lend money to anyone in our home including parents. haha such fools we were. How we used to find cartoons so amusing. Ah i miss my bata naughty shoes and all the fun. The peek of my that old eye that used to dream for this day and the innocent giggles like a school boy thinking about it. i dunno where those good days have gone. i miss my old buddies and all the good things. i dunno why old things are still clawed to my heard. The first crush, her leaped dimples.How they used to throb the heart. ah such innocent we were. i dunno where good days have gone. The poisonous bane of adulation seems to take all my love and goodness.Some one please take me to a place when i cant follow any one.Someone please come and say i did no fault.gimme a child like life.I want my innocent childhood back.