Self involved user

Some untamed feelings which are burning like ember within me. i thought of writing to you a long time back. I pressed your name hard by my lips. I had no valor to pen all . I buried all what i brewed. I sniff that sweet rumination with lot of pain. A snippet which i wrote for you which i can’t post or email. The words unspoken , amber feelings turning into fossils. And decaying in my heart`s burial ground. I sit by the naked nefarious sky. Those sparkling stars twinkling as I head up. Slowly the threadbare of darkness is effaced and a sweet tinge of love spatters in the ricochet of my heart. Tiny vibrations of my heart crumbling with a sweet joy, don’t know what this feeling is . There is someone between this moon and me. Some sweet thoughts about someone. Accidentally am in love. A circus where two hearts are playing. And she knows it’s more than love. A feeling more divine . a love which is more than love. She knows what`s deep within those mascara beautiful eye lashes. The breezing air carries her smell(badbu :P). The night and star are teasing me now as i dream of her mystical visage. So beautiful colors of her seems to paint my heart. Its new. Stringing about future days as i think about her. Myriad of sweet feelings flower inside my garden. they always say you know when a perfect person walks in your life. Each word i pick to define as it is like a novel within itself.
a gleaming face ,a killer mascara you wear is cringing me . I am the one who wants to be with you. Hope, deep within you are smitten by the same thought. Just to be next to you. i want to lose everything to you. Girl i am grieving. Nothing of mine is left in me. The world around you is making my heart to pump. Baby you are the one. The more i see the more am blurry in the depth of your love. Come feel the inside lurve turmoil with a precession. I am shapeless, come mold me in your love. Come on baptize me in the river of your love. This is a feeling i can’t escape. From deep within a soothing commotion playing inside my head. Under the silver moon light sparkling i want to kiss you. I want to hold your hands and dance by the sweet breeze blowing. I want to drown in the river of your love. I want to get lost in this twilight . i swear i want to lift your arms . i want to be glued in the labyrinth of your simple smile. I want to institute all that I want to . i want to dive into you and colors my heart pool with vivid color. Forever ....