Society seems like a forge where human kills human. a venomous place where no naive stand.i was innocent too. Wish i was never born. To breathe the air that i breathe now. Wish I was a dead fetus .ripped inside my mother`s womb. By the gates of ancient to neo i want to come and free all. I want to emancipate myself from all the named things. But I was doomed to suffer. I was born, i am scared, disfigured, and forgotten in this society`s prison. What to do now. For the one whom so confined me, by whose snares I am enslaved. Why am a part of this? Why am i forced to this plaguing society? Why they didn’t ask do i want to see this world.? I never wished to be born. Each day i am bee-stung by people bitter mouth and acts. I am plagued by the vices of the ruthless and depraved peoples. All lech. All pedophile. I paint my soul dark to make it stain free now. I put my fingers to discordant my visions to this crummy society. sometime i look at the sky and seek for answers. Responded vanity. The strings of life pulls me down and like a broken string of beads I spread. Life is wasted would be like drunk and gruff about the things we cant face. Wish i was never born . You castrated my life high on whatever made me more to the hardest. But they would stumble and shrieked through their dark eyes with a fucking mentality . Where i can see my ruin. Yeah my ruin.Yet i am a human . I can skirt all the pain but where? Pain is not meant to be inflict upon others. I have to gloat it myself. A rain of pain is falling only on me and i am collecting each drop,each second . I am drenched and I am hollow. But i am not shameless . I am up to the old prostitute shed with an 'red alert' road sign hammered*you are a whore*..slowly and slowly i assuage all the loosely fringes and cast myself to the decaying wooden walls of society. By the night i dream of the nocturnal and demonic side of me by the altar of the brothel. Come rape me. I am just a sex-object devoid of feelings. Come eat my flesh. You made me a whore. And now you call me a slut. Yeah slut. Diabolic and inspired by the cuss of people around. No warm and musky .forced to give myself.would always be there, waiting for them. Waiting for my time to ... The one turned away from the things before staring at you straight in the your eyes. My side of conservation is almost sly smirked *repeated*and wish i could daub all my pain like a vermilion across society face, if not painful as well. Wish i wasn’t born. Wish i was poisoned inside my mother`s womb. I didn’t blame her. Insanity would drive. Living with shitty and slaking the things that are paltry. It was just the way it was and will be . if i leave a empty room no one cares. I crawl and crawl. But the ground crawls back and crawl out of the back gates then speed down the fissure-cracked remnants of an unnamed highway,where people wanton eyes shining and hearts races. Then, they would just drive. Drive in from all restraints . If i could hide all my body from head to toe in bruises and cuts.... They pelted me with sharp tongue and flesh tearing eyes . I protest . They beat me more. Just looking at me, they raped me . I am not a promiscuous object . I am a human.Wish i was poisoned in my mother`s womb. And knowing she did made her see this world..Sexual libidos drives you. Living with the shitty and slaking lust to the things that are paltry. It was just the way it was and will be. If I leave a empty room. You will make another whore out of this society.i shrieked . i asked you to leave me. But all you said was leftrightleftright and raped me. I was only five. Beneath the grill i cried. But your flesh eating eyes was not satiable. I was bleeding.Hymen was broken .my frock was red and your eyes were not . then another man came and more he scaled me. The more i resisted the more he penetrated. I was only five you bastards.you raped me to my bones. I begged let me go.your libido eyes didn’t let me. I crawl and crawl . by the corner i was crying and howling in pain. But you raped me. Now this society have labelled me as a whore. And ...........
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