A bleak frozen dawn emerges out of an endless night

Sprawling on my bed of thorns,stagnant and desolate,
memories are slowly disintegrating ,as my heart runs cold.
As the clutch of death on my life is growing stronger,
This decaying body wouldn’t sustain my soul any longer.

This futile life is a curse that I was bestowed upon
It’s been Ripping me apart ever since I was born
I perished a million times ,died more than I could live
Had ample reason to lament,reason enough to grieve

A somberly dawn emerges out of an endless night
feeble voices calling my name from a raging sea
An arcane force wakes me up,so I linger outside
And I see a flight of black swans passing over me

I gather dead roses and thorns, for me to adorn
Dressed in my favorite attire,its all in black
With great delight,I dig up the ground,six feet down
I hope someone would visit me,I feel a mourner is what I lack

So I rejoice and I dance,for today is my demising day,
No more of this remorse and agony,no more of paralyzed dreams.
I shall cease to endure this sin,my plagued mind shall begin to freeze,
And now that I behold a blaze of light,soon I know I’ll be resting in peace.