How slowly a sudden upthrust seems to amputate my head like a chainsaw. Like Creeping tiny rustic bug,its a malady and its escalating inside me. Another free failing reason to make myself push harder to the oblivion of infinite creek of darkened abyss.How every relation seems to deflate and sh rinked. I try to fight ,but my body is calcified. each unit revolve around like a aphasia.Seems am dumb fucked by the intricacies of finding a meaning,finding joy..I need a sanguine hope to keep my social buoyant alive..succumbed to a war which i didn't fight . A combat with my paraphernalia..a fight with my inner hatred..Now i `ve aversion towards each thing.each fringes of time and things seems to rage..life sings a dirge and i am waiting for the darkness to assuage my pain..life is a fallacy to me now..each second seems like a plumbing writhe ready with its tangible clutches to engulf me..i try to run but i cant . this world seems like a undefined place to me now..slowly am cringing to a self destructive existence
I have mountain of work to do professionally,personally,spiritually,creatively and technically and many other-ally. But I am procrastinating on all of them or most of them.So, I end up blogging instead.Slowly nudging my ducks in a row :p
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