Once upon a time I was in love,pain ,morose but now im fine..time proved to be the best healer .me being a jerk always above, fell in love with a princess of charm flawed perfectly in those mesmerising eyes, her words ,her text Shared affection, senses atune, never felt so alive. Never my heart caresses for such a b`ful lark..but why we are apart
Letting her go to a world, state of mind,so cold..i heard her saying. u painted my world with pain and anguish, left a world so cold..but i swear i never meant to do that .
An illusion deceivingly realilty ..so afar still so close..
Daunting her lies,my heart manipulatively appealed..i guess it deemed me to be a fool to fall for her..still i miss her by nocturnal hours.. time I went on a rollercoaster ride,my heart pounding heavy. My senses frosted. i went numb..but now I’m ok .Flying in somersaults, refraining thoughts of its subside, Entered a world of colour aglow,but your words proved like a gale devastating every love seeds i sowed..but now don’t blame me .you reaped what you sowed. stand up girl show me what i have done to you..i know..i know..What more can i say..just let me go..i can’t suspended in your wings unharmed..
Submerged in feelings, mind only came second in tow.Honesty,
All i ask of you,is you..i know im a fool .Tell me now you cant do that ..those words u spoke were addressed to someone else, if this you cannot do...then say
You verbalized a love with words so untrue,
And it was, as far as i knew, I missed you so and looked for you, but you are lost now
Not a shadow or word you spoke cant see you still i have such an envisage of you so vivid..floating around my chrome..Distanced yet so intensified all we had,
But why'd you left up like that?!
you told me to spare ur heart.. smiled and i said fine .Bleed... jaded by the first consort,
Your silence only left distraught.
Why? why? just tell me so,Speak of truth and i'll willingly let you go, do u think of me in your day and night dreams. Not even the decency,You left me hanging, alone... thinking...she loves me /she loves me not Im sick of such mindgames..such wordplays.
So deeply lost in silence,ahh why stil i miss you ..but im fine
Speak now and forever i shall hold my peace, do you love me ?
But no, cowardly you let your blog post to tell a story, a bizarre
the more you write the more u fuel my thoughts of distort..
Introduced hatred i never knew, Pleading to hear it from your lips, speak now..silence is not at a welcome eloquence Let confusion end,let my wings flip..else chop it down for my sake..i cant pick my shattered piece of heart...Confirm a conclusion,The only stable thing here is the consistency of blues in life. Let me mourn and release concern.My love is like a dying old man’s skin.The last to know and through your words, Left to punctuate by myself,But then yet again I like ranting. Forgive me love but all i have is spite.in memory of those gone.againn I was free falling so fast,innumerable ways let me have this one chance of letting myself go.
I was scared, oblivious how long it would last,To let go was my inner fear my heart ..
Control, restraints, analyzing..but i failed to ur words again and again..but i know u will completely abjure..saying those words were meant for you..yes I can tell, some love stories were made to be wasted. my fairytale collapsed ,Im not naïve, pain, hardships, tears played on cue,Though I choose to focus on the magic,it didn’t work..my words are no good Not the instances that only u could portray my life as tragic, my teenage as a radical
I thought i memorized you but i stand corrected, anytime.everytime.cause deep within im the only one Torturing lies of deceit ,Astray you led, for me to find you,
It was not love but mere selfish desire..such a pathetic freak i was
a story ill cherished , freak i was really .Embedded in my thoughts, an encounter to relish,
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