Existentialism - living hell - condemned to be free..still im screaming ur name

how many times have i been labelled a radical
do i have to cut my skin to see me bleed ?
or simply confess my instincts
cant do it to here
more so if im morbid progeny so dont test this jester
im too dolt to be in danger
to abnormal to plunge into a formal tutorial..i missed a lot in my paltry to be formal with ppl
i should try to let go of me as soon as possible
im a burning handle
if i was an angel u could hav accepted me
sadly the demon's of hell called on me
they sat me down underground
branded me with the mark known only as the eye of mysticism
it appears on my hand whenever i call upon mystic creatures
or a communication with the damnation as to be initiated
dont be alarmed ..im just a radical ..
im fucking born of filth