Hmm..im pushing myself hard to write this piece.. im a blogger just for a dead spin..thats it!!.. so for the sake of it, i keep on posting new stuffs.as today is 1.1.11 so i am looking back at the thespian of my life and writing it down. .i never took writing seriously and even i don’t want to.i just write to sublimate my pain mostly.only words i have to unfurl the unsaid miseries of my life..i dnt grouse about my life much .but somehow or the other i find this life meaning less..but im good..hmm better..things are sometime excellent too.sometime i work hard nonstop thrashing everywhere i can.just to keep myself busy..
glad to have some friends like mozakkir,junaid,arup,Hitesh da, naba da,kulajit,dhruba,nandi,hriday abhishek pohankar and rafe(my new friend with whom i shared some good time)around. Helping me guding me in my darkest hours..thnks a lot to u all for understanding me and always sheltering me from the uncleaned and unsharp situations.. and some good friends superbug,mridu(nikmi the dark lord) manoj and my best pal suman( flesh of the blade) for being a push over all the times and supporting me.i really owe a lot to GOD for creating these super duper morons..but still i like you guys..and all other people who were friend to me. And abhilasha bora too for feeling me worthy to have me as her brother .really it means a lot to me..2010 was a blend of some good and worst times.but i will never forget what happend by the mid of the this year. happend to meet one god graced allured angel..if god have granted one wish of mine,it would be her back in my life. I demanded something more from that person. I was lifeless at that time .sorry again and hope you can understand me.when i think about her i think about love..now this word love is like a crummy song which keep on ringing around my ear drum. Whether it’s a movie or song. I just cant take it anymore..and i think i have changed a lot as a person and without your sensory inputs i couldnot stand what i thought.i was in love..and still i am .your leaving seems like a perennial demise to me.really i repent your leaving..and i met some wonderful person from the virtual word pichu,hiya,nandita ..glad to meet u ppl . you people are awesome
2010 was not that good even coz i couldn’t spend much time with Arati(my maa) minu &bulu (my heading eating elder sisters) and their two devil kids. I miss you two (treen and punu) a lot.. it feels bad to outlive family and home. But im left with no choice. Minu`s scarcastic bites have always fuelled me a lot.. you are the world greatest sister and bulu i wont rank you s.but i love you more than minu. Condone me for the above line. Hope it will be easy for you to stomach it.
2011 – i will try to sketch my life with some worthy things rather than letting people to make a mockery out of my life.
I will try hard not to change..happy new year to you all.
Amen
Peace out ☮
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